On Fire

"They tell you where you need to go. They tell you when you need to leave.

They tell you what you need to know. Tell you who you need to be.

But everything inside you know there's more than what you've heard,

there's so much more than empty conversations filled with empty words."

"You're on fire when He's near you. You're on fire when He speaks.

You're on fire, burning at these mysteries."

"Give me one more time around. Give me one more chance to see.

Give me everything You are. Give me one more chance to be near You.

When everything inside me looks like everything I hate,

You are the hope I have for change, You are the only chance I'll take."

back to university

I will miss our holiday moments~ don't ask me why, because...

Wonderland to Alice

I smile , you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say,
It's ok and I am just feeling down
Your hand on mine I hear the words...
If only love had found us first, our lives would be different

So I stand and wait
I am just a man

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
Where would we be now baby,

And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
I keep my true thought locked beside my hearts black box
It wont be found, it wont be found, through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want

Where would we be now baby

I'll wait
I'll wait

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want.

Where would we be now baby
I'll wait
I'll wait

Taking Steps

I keep on moving. Now I'm standing still and look around. Can I stay here? And the world says "No. You aren't done and you never will. Everyone is not ought to be."

Ben was not a believer in digital world

Ben is thinking hard.

He does not believe in digital world.

Usually he does not really care about what people are saying; especially if these people are talking about their personal life.

But he's now confused, he seems to pay attention very closely to someone. He begins to care a lot for this person until he finds out that he is having difficulty differentiating what is real and what is not anymore. Just a few hours without her, it feels like ages.

What about you?

Yea, you.

friends, snowflakes & the invisible man

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One of my 2010 resolutions comes true in the 2nd month of 2011, so why the hell should I complain about it! The snow is awesome xD

Terriyakidon

I lost my asianity. I ended up bleaching my hair again!

But NOO.. Bleaching your hair does not mean you disgrace yourself as an Asian. I'm proud to be Asian, and even prouder to be a Chinese Indonesian. Its just that.. I am meant to have my hair bleached today, lol.

Have any of you wonder what 'Fate' means. Is it created with your own mind which imprints a suggestion in your head that something was meant to be destined for you. You created it yourself. What if you were wrong, there is no such thing as 'Fate'. Things don't always go right, and you just can't blame yourself for how the world revolves around you.

When you're meant to live for so much more

I've been wishing I could have my doors and windows boarded so that storms wouldn't come swaying me like one piece of thin paper. I want to be a fighter who fights for control, a fighter who fights for my soul.

One day to another, I kept listening, kept seeing, kept trying to understand how every single one around me so confident of their accomplishments they made. But you know what, I have something - something which I feel like a voice in my head. It tells me that they don't look how dark days would be like. Matthew 16:26: For what profit is it to a man if he gains the world and loses his own soul?

We need to get outside of our convenient cage sometimes!

I want to have faith.

Have u already taken too much today?

I guess I was just bored. I decided not to return home during winter holidays so I have a long days here. I surfed internet a lot after I moved to a new apartment. Then I tried some social sites like WLIB and Badoo.. These are not bad, WLIB is somekind of Facebook but it is for Beijingers local or Foreigners to post a thread and discuss about stuffs. Badoo let you search people nearby to you who want to meet/date/eat chocolate with/have an icecream with/etc somebody.

2 weeks to go before class starts. And I need to make these days productive enough so I don't feel like wasting my time.

ciao.

Fart

GIRLS DON'T FART. Who in the name of the mother earth said that! As I grow up and see the world. Well actually the world to me are only these 2: Singapore, and China. I discovered that farting is no more to be ashamed of. Look at China, I'm referring to Beijing this time, people fart. The Chinese lady who was beside me when I was picking some Lays in the supermarket, farted. The elderly I encountered in a rainy evening that day, holding his umbrella, stopped and farted. The taxi driver in beijing, farted loud and clear in front of me and 3 other friends of mine. My friend, Andrew Mogi, farted with pride.

So listen, you should not joke about farting because sooner or later, China will own the world. And there will be a farting Acapella led by a chinese farting industry. Rocking your radio at home. So fart loud, and fart with joy my friends.