how far we've come

Xiao Yuan is about to turn 19 which means i'm officially having another friend of the same age in class. I had always wanted to become an adult. But you see, now i'm afraid of it cus next year i am about to let go the 'teen' prefix which i think is a little too early. Basically teenagers are adolescence. We're beginning to get exposed to more things, and as we are growing up to become an adult, we develop physically and mentally. Believing it or not, fear it or not; what we gonna be is what we are building now.

Wanda San, Christina, Xiao Yuan, Lai Guan

Sick Puppies - All the Same

(I accidentally found, and got reminded of this song, when i was testing out some headphones in an apple store :D)

JUST LISTEN TO THE MUSIC WITHOUT A NEED TO WATCH IT!! ITS NICE!

Sunny Day

Woooo. Weekend weekend weekend! Actually this weekend i plan to meet some of my friends from my hometown who came here last week, but they replied my invitation to hangout with messages like they are BUSY, they need to go with their SISTAS, BROTHAS. OK! oh well. at least i've tried to ask...

So I've been reading back my posts from the last few days back, and i realised that i made quite a number of posts within a month man! Eventhough some of the contents are not that educational whatsoever..

I know that i've been talking more about OTHER things rather than myself. It takes me longer to post something now, because i think that some people are very judgemental. If i say something wrong, people will leave me comment like "I dont agree with you, why did u say that..", and if i said something inappropriate like butt sex, then some 10-year-old who read my post would go to his mom and like, "mom can we have butt sex?", and his mom gonna be like "what the hell are you talking about?", ............ what the hell am i talking about lol!?

So during the hang out with hostelmates today, one of the place that we went to was Iluma and it was in the afternoon so we feel like eating ice creams. I know i gonna sound cheap here but i went to the arcade on the 5th floor to get the icecreams, you know those machines that usually are for catching dolls when you insert the coins and play? Well this particular one kept icecreams inside instead. My friends kept lol-ing at me cus i suck on playing that piece of machine. But lol, you see, i could get like 2 magnums within 5 attempts. BET YOU CANT BEAT THAT!?

I've bought a new bag today, since quite a long time i never buy a new one. Yay!!

Singapore

Rules are there for a reason, yes. But isn't it too harsh that you have to be fined $30 for eating SWEETS in train?

NO CHEWING GUMS has got this country famous for its sicko law. And that lady is having problem which is motion sickness! Some other people do too. To keep themselves away from nausea, some of them take sweets or just listenin to their iPod. or iPod gonna be banned too sooner or later?

you're openin arms wide, letting them steppin in, and it's never be enough, now they takin over. friends or enemies, i don't know.

probably the longest title ever. lol.

its kinda funny today cus i got some friends tryin to talk more about spiritual thingy than like the daily things. so i got myself confused here. blehh..

its not like daily stuff, you know. you gotta be payin attention to every word cus if not you would not understand. its not like...


"what GOES around. COMES around."

BAM! You got it straight and it rings the bell. Something worth to believe in.

It's so late now but i dun feel sleepy, which is unusual. why am i feelin alive while all my friends are sleepin!

if you allow me, before i sleep, i just wanna list some of the words that somehow has been showin up repeatedly today :

• Grow Up
• Wake Up
• Study
• Friendship *not forget to mention your 24-hour-companion that sounds like McDonald*
• Relationship
• Hold you
• CARE FOR YOU *most common*
• Love
• Loneliness
• Intimacy
• Grace
• Mind
• Faith

boomerang my head back to the city i grew up in

Sometimes when i'm in heaven, i get forgetful of the earth, woah oh!

My bro is about to go off to China for his university.. realising home gonna be quiet now without us, i know i'm missing home and friends!

"Guess Who"

"First Time Ever"

"Breezy"

"Our Longshore"

"Chinatown pt.1"

"Chinatown pt.2"

"Effect"

"The City"

"Forever I'm Srivijayan Kid"

Til life's on track comes back into focus, i just wanna come back to love

Sometimes I wanna scream I Love You from the top of my lungs

Pirate skulls and bones

Sticks and stones and weed and bombs

Running when we hit 'em

Lethal poison for their system

Richard intro me this song called Paper Planes by MIA. Indeed it is the right song to start your both gloomy or shiny morning. And gotta admit it swings back your memories to Slumdog Millionaire!

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talking about Slumdog Millionaire, i've got my own version ;)

Horndog Millionaire
A man and his wife went to bed one night and the man was getting very frisky and asked his wife if she was in the mood.
His wife answered, “Not tonight dear I have a headache.”
The man replied, “Is that your final answer”?
She said, “Yes.”
He said. “Ok, then, I’d like to phone a friend.”

I encountered a funny yet significant conversation between a friend of mine who is a Muslim and another female friend who believes she is a free thinker. There has been quite a tense stand-off between these two over the question of Religion.

To keep it short, name it X (muslim) and Y (free-thinker).. Y started asking that why do people believe in God when life is all about living and dying.

X said : "So you can just kill people, taking someone life to your desire in your life?"

Y replied : "Murder is not always wrong. It depends."

X replied : "What! What makes you think that you're not wrong to murder? So why don't you just kill someone right away after you walk downstair just now if you think that it depends."

Y replied : "If someone threatened to harm my friends, why can't I protect them."

X replied : "You can't kill anyone. It is not our job to end someone elses life. Hell is the only place for murderers."

Y replied : "How can you be sure if there's heaven and hell? There is no evidence. It doesn't sound real to me."

X replied (pissed off) : "ok your dead friend gonna sms you that he is either in Heaven or Hell later."

lol.

To me, we're just like a 3-year-old kid, not a very good example though, that has to obey whatever our parents tell us.

So try swapping Parents to God. They are not the same of course but they have something in common which is both love the child so much. So as a kid, we know nothing but to question and eagerly figuring out stuffs. To this extend, unlike towards our parents, we can't question God. Why? Because he is GOD. His standard is just so high. Up to this point my response usually is, "Who do you think you are?" The response I get from most believers is, "Well, I know I am a child of God." So then, if we know that we are children of God why we are still struggling with self-awareness; perhaps, we don't really know who God is.

chasing the direction, chasing the direction you went

Back for an update. great thanks to Budi for the fun, great hangout with Budz, atan, carin, wendy, and andy. not to forget to mention; jason, andrew, brenda, and william were there too. some of them kept mentioning the 'laughing' sound effect. actually i always giggle when you laughed so loud. funny although it kinda silly. good job Budz!!! but then the birthday party isnt so great, emptiness is emptiness of an old time. why? some just come, eat, nothing much to talk about. no joke pops up, total strangers duh. the host didn't really care much, thats the problem. i enjoyed myself much for the dinner and met Asiong againnnn!

Someone taught me this.. "you know the very basic of business, the basic of management & marketing, so going for another course would be good if you master the basic first." wooot. clap clapppp clapp. sooo confident! likey likey! so that time i was in his house. He got his university done, and he jumped into this "chef academy" area. man, thats fantastic! and he is good at what he do...

looks like the Opera House..

This dude handmade this easily. so eventhough if you are a business & marketing graduate, whos stopping you to choose other courses as long as it suits your passion.. dare to take the risk and go through it.. *weeeee.....!*

video for a day

Now i think i've got another good channel. I'll have to watch it twice to get the whole idea. lol.

This is Me

A video by Sam Arthur/UK/2006. Bertie is in a coma whilst his wife enjoys the highlife. Witness the rise and fall of this couple livingunder the Heathrow airport flight path. Based ona real phenomenon airlines would rather we didn't know about, this film is a little thing with alot of impact.

Fulltime-Bigtime-Spender, The Khazi, and Blue Ice.

I'm the invisible man who can't stop starin' at the mirror

Something make my chest stir.

Something make my head blur.

But i'm not ready to handshake with failure, no.

i'm just such a happy mess, yeah!

what can be more fun than pulling a breath like another cigarette brother! can u stand being pwned by the same nerd all day long for the crap your doin in school? when it turns out they go to school doing the same thing , return home playing the same shit all over again. I'm out!

This is a 8200cc Monster of a Bike - The Tomahawk probably the fastest motorbike in the world.

its like riding a 2-wheeled train engine.

stray dog sick

i skipped school today. the old feeling comes back when you're home knowing you're about to miss a couple of important lessons.

what happened?

well 2 days ago, right after jogging from around 7.30PM to 9.00PM, i experienced shortness of breath, stubborn cough, and a slight migraine. So i took my time walking back slowly. Was it stupid if you go for a jog at night? pls give me some feedback. i appreciate it.

So yesterday at school, i kept coughing like one loudspeaker in class. In effect, when you kept coughing and coughing for a long time, your head will feel terrible everytime you cough again. I've bought some medication, i took a chinese medicine and it helps to relieve the cough but it doesn't cure. And i took Panadol EXTRA for my migraine. hell of a day......

and whats embarassing this morning was someone scared the shit out of me. it was early in the morning and usually Umi (the hostel maid) will wake me up at 6. So i didnt know that the new maid has come already. It happened that someone i didnt know appear in front of my face right after i opened my eyes, so i was shocked and i just threw away my pillow like a retarded teenage when seeing a dark figure with messy hair next to my bed trying to touch my shoulder. Then she spoke in indo and tell me to wake up.. bahh.. i think thats just how the new maid introduce herself wit the freaky way..

the unperfection of LOVE

what is love?

Anyone has any idea regarding to this topic..? share with me what you think. It is only a four letter word yet so powerful.

the pavlove

Okay that was messed up. I just wrote it down immediately while I felt like going to tell you guys about what came into my head during the BBQ yesterday. I'm sure i'm not the only one anyway.

I used to think that O level is too overrated. Now i begin to feel that it is not, it is way more pressurizing than the N level. Months passed faster than before, clock is ticking. I hate studying.

WAMS

I'm not a crybaby, I'm the crybaby.

I would say that its starting to feel kinda annoying when i realise that some old friends who used to be so naive just turned into some sort of clubbing monsters. Its cool, congratulation that they could even make it to enter regardless of their age. But its not funny anymore if they often come to you now acting bitchy and said 'Aww we should go to club together.. aww which one you used to go to.. aww dont you know, one fucking night, a hot guy wanted to kiss me when i was high but then i...'. I've just had enough. Firstly, they're just goddamn lame and they're like a white belt martial art player that walks out to the street a lil too proudly. Maybe it would be epic if they ask me to go with em, cus ya know what, i'll probably gonna take some random photos of these big girls having fun throughout the night and then finally show em to their parents for some nice little comments..?

It's the 5th of July already and exams are just near in the corner... so hum hallelujah... just off the key of reason. Wish me luck for next week Malay Language 'O's Oral Examination..!

/edit on 6th to keep it clear for some who may be mistakenly offended

Uncle Cig and Gar chasing after Rats

GOSHH it looks like i'm the first victim of renewing Student Pass online in school... it is not as simple as it seems because i had done my job like a month ago. i even went to ICA for like 4 times consecutively but i got no helpful information regarding my renewal.. Alas i'm relieved to see there is a progress for my student pass registration yesterday, i'm gonna kill myself if my 12-hour-work plus asking help from my teacher and local sponsor for filling in the frickin registration has not been processed by the ICA.

Actually i'm gonna get a permission to be dismissed earlier tomorrow for the appointment made due to my student pass collection... frickin happy to skip the boring extra classes...! bad Wanda.. bad bad.... *spank my own arse*

to all final-fantasy fans out there...

Final Fantasy XIV (online) gonna be released on 2010. Platform : PS3 & Windows . The trailer is not bad, its like the next generation of Final Fantasy XI to me... I don't really follow up with Final Fantasy series anymore since i moved to Singapore. I heard there are several nice Final Fantasy series out for NintendoDS too which I dunno why my friend liked it so much despite its lousy graphic ^^ will i be playing ?? or am i a little too old for this?

VOICES (2006) - a Final Fantasy live concert. Damn, this concert still inspires me with those heart-stirring moments of Final Fantasy. I have the complete album and they are totally awesome. woohoo.. and I was completely amazed by its closing song "One-Winged Angel" or "Henyoku no Tenshi".

It beats me how Emiko Shiratori actually looks like! She is the singer of "Melody of Life". Don't you remember the song? The soft and calming voice that makes you think she absolutely sounds as if 'Princess Garnet' herself was singing it. Thats what pops out outta your head, dont you lie.. RIGHT?

By the way, this is a picture of Princess Garnet (Final Fantasy IX)



I dont care if you gonna call me hentai but i think she is pretty. She should be like...



exactly.!!

so when i saw the actual singer, my face turned into like an elephant sex..


This is Emiko Shiratori in real life.....





Dangg.. I just wished she was a bit more younger...

With all respect, i was only trying to make it sound entertaining ok..? I wasn't intending to dispraise such a great singer at all..

So yeah... Final Fantasy always makes my day! Back to where life was much much.... simpler.... in my old habitat.... my... cave.... see you guys!