Another starry night in China

"Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free.."

"And now I light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky."

- Yellowcard

Unspoken thoughts

Gonna be walking on the streets with all failures in my head. I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of others. I lost my way in every final precipice of my life. So confused what's true or false what's fact or fiction after all - making me like an apparition's pet.

short words

i'm terribly annoyed with some strangers who added me on facebook and now it turned out, firstly - I have no idea who the fuck they are until this very second. Secondly - they post stupid stuffs, share stupid posts, write stupid jokes. Thirdly - Some of them don't even put their real face on facebook but merely selecting nice pretty faces from googles whatever shit and make it their profile picture. YES. It is beyond my right to prohibit any human being from doing so, but OH MY FUCKING GOD, can I please just pull this pin and throw the grenade on them so that their head can just explode, all brain come out.

All I need in this life is one, One thing to believe in.

I have a very bad feeling about my grade this time. I'm doing my best to make it up but sometimes why every effort is never be enough. Somehow it requires me to push even further. To become what I am not. Or am I just creating this self-image that would deceive me and my future.. I don't know.

sojuhideouts.

One of the night of the best soju.

Bullstrike!

Armin Van Buuren was coming! I was so excited! So then I got the ticket well like exactly on the day of the event, luckily because my friend has a channel so he could still get 2 tickets reserved.

It was totally a rockin' night. Pendulum - Witchcraft really popped out at GTBananaClub, no much RnB and HipHop. Drum n Bass all the way with hell loads of trance. Definitely better.

The thing is, I was videoing Armin from the dancefloor and it was so crowded. I had my wallet stolen. Now I got to settle so much things like deactivating credit cards and blocking my ATM cards. There wasn't really much cash in it, there's like $180RMB. But what hit me is the wallet itself, and stuffs like my singapore student card and etc. I will not get those kind of things anymore in my life and I just lost it for EVER, last night.

Sure things falling

I don't know for how many days already, these classes I have to wake up every single cold morning to attend. Listening to Chinese teachers trying to speak English that sounds perfectly like outer planet language followed with repeated advice regarding how your attendance and attitude in class affect your grade. More than that, this is the first time I ever feel tired of sleeping in class. If there is a revolver in the drawer, I'll pull the trigger in my head. Life starts after class.

Decision is a trial by fire.

Just a couple of snapshots taken.

Above the bright skies.

I just understand that words don't really matter. Doing it itself doesn't always last long enough. What I've just got in mind, what I just learned, is - the passion in each of us is the thing that gives power to carry on.

and i wanna make everything worthwhile.

So in short, I didn't really care about the trip for not sleeping 24hr but It almost killed me during the 4 hours journey walking up the cliffs, taking a shortcut up which might really kill me if I slip.

It was a great one though. Really appreciate the moment and I am thankful to my friend Sunsun who lent me his DSLR at some occasions.

These 4 pics below are taken using my iPhone as only the three of us: Me, Kevin, and Devin, decided to move on leaving the rest because they were still resting and we were dead curious of the road ahead. But then somehow I got an idea how about taking a shorcut rather than walking up by the stupid chinese stairs.

I didn't dare to take out my phone during our way through the shortcut-road. We found nobody using the route and it seemed forbidden for visitors to pass through. We three managed to get through it alive though, leaving some scratches caused by the rough debris. And you know what, the harder way you take the more rewarding it is. We ended up on a very nice spot where we could see a very scenic view from such a height. This is where I took my phone and took some pics.

We then decided that if we have to walk down again, it will be stupid and just waste our energy and time. Therefore, here it comes. We gave in to Cable Car for its $60 ticket price per each.