Frequency

"There's a ship out, on the ocean. At the mercy of the sea its been tossed about, lost and broken, wandering aimlessly. and God, somehow, you know, that ship is me."

I was surprised there's still a movie that can make my heart melt, this movie called "Frequency" reminded me of the warmth when I once a very young fella, when everyday I got my family around me. Those lyrics are found from the song "when you come back to me again" - a theme song of the movie I mentioned.

Bitchslap?

I have no idea how to deal with this kind of thing. Like I said, I start to regret approving random friend request. I hate to argue with people over silly comment, honestly. This person is kinda "bitchslapping" me by telling me to use Jambi language instead of English. How dumb a human being can be than adding a total stranger (i know i'm good looking, thats why she added me. i dont care but you got to agree) and now spoiled people's profile page with this kind of trash. Awesome name by the way.

To answer, with all of my heart and soul I'd say:

"Because I appreciate English and I look forward to improve my English. If I see someone else talking in Arab, I'd prefer not to tell them not to speak Arab but English because I know everyone gonna ask this person to suck my lollipop." ooops

My 2011 Marches On

I'm glad that my parents have been very supportive toward me all this time. The university may not be giving me a second chance for what I've done but I decided not to stop, I was kicked out from the university and got my ass out of the dormitory as well. So then I temporarily stay at my good friend's apartment and within these limited days before my dad will tell me to stop n' just return to Indonesia to work, I struggled quite a bit to find whatever way I can to be able to continue studying.

I managed to get into another university peeps! Successfully pursued my former teacher to write me a recommendation letter, and found an apartment. Just got everything settled now. Talked to my dad and he approved me for all these as long as I take it seriously this time. Yay.

Another starry night in China

"Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free.."

"And now I light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky."

- Yellowcard

Unspoken thoughts

Gonna be walking on the streets with all failures in my head. I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of others. I lost my way in every final precipice of my life. So confused what's true or false what's fact or fiction after all - making me like an apparition's pet.

short words

i'm terribly annoyed with some strangers who added me on facebook and now it turned out, firstly - I have no idea who the fuck they are until this very second. Secondly - they post stupid stuffs, share stupid posts, write stupid jokes. Thirdly - Some of them don't even put their real face on facebook but merely selecting nice pretty faces from googles whatever shit and make it their profile picture. YES. It is beyond my right to prohibit any human being from doing so, but OH MY FUCKING GOD, can I please just pull this pin and throw the grenade on them so that their head can just explode, all brain come out.

All I need in this life is one, One thing to believe in.

I have a very bad feeling about my grade this time. I'm doing my best to make it up but sometimes why every effort is never be enough. Somehow it requires me to push even further. To become what I am not. Or am I just creating this self-image that would deceive me and my future.. I don't know.

sojuhideouts.

One of the night of the best soju.

Bullstrike!

Armin Van Buuren was coming! I was so excited! So then I got the ticket well like exactly on the day of the event, luckily because my friend has a channel so he could still get 2 tickets reserved.

It was totally a rockin' night. Pendulum - Witchcraft really popped out at GTBananaClub, no much RnB and HipHop. Drum n Bass all the way with hell loads of trance. Definitely better.

The thing is, I was videoing Armin from the dancefloor and it was so crowded. I had my wallet stolen. Now I got to settle so much things like deactivating credit cards and blocking my ATM cards. There wasn't really much cash in it, there's like $180RMB. But what hit me is the wallet itself, and stuffs like my singapore student card and etc. I will not get those kind of things anymore in my life and I just lost it for EVER, last night.