Another starry night in China

"Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free.."

"And now I light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky."

- Yellowcard

Unspoken thoughts

Gonna be walking on the streets with all failures in my head. I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of others. I lost my way in every final precipice of my life. So confused what's true or false what's fact or fiction after all - making me like an apparition's pet.

short words

i'm terribly annoyed with some strangers who added me on facebook and now it turned out, firstly - I have no idea who the fuck they are until this very second. Secondly - they post stupid stuffs, share stupid posts, write stupid jokes. Thirdly - Some of them don't even put their real face on facebook but merely selecting nice pretty faces from googles whatever shit and make it their profile picture. YES. It is beyond my right to prohibit any human being from doing so, but OH MY FUCKING GOD, can I please just pull this pin and throw the grenade on them so that their head can just explode, all brain come out.

All I need in this life is one, One thing to believe in.

I have a very bad feeling about my grade this time. I'm doing my best to make it up but sometimes why every effort is never be enough. Somehow it requires me to push even further. To become what I am not. Or am I just creating this self-image that would deceive me and my future.. I don't know.